Wishing - Candles lyrics

Sinning too much
I just hope i’m heaven bound
But i know it's not the end
Why do i feel like time is running out?
You’ve got so much life to live
Feeling pain when i feel bliss
Exorcism chains they grip
Restaurant when i was kid and still today
Icy hot it goes away inglewood
The scent of paint
Candles on the centerpiece
I wish i could walk away
I wish i could walk away
I wish i could walk away
I wish i could feel the same

Terrible and awful pain
I'm sorry that i feel this way
Take a picture every day
Clouds are like the matinee
Everybody goes away
I'm still thinking of what to say
Say your name in empty rooms
I just hope i'm getting through
Because i don't know what else to do
And still today
My mother calls me every night
I let it ring a thousand times
I hate that i'm afraid to fly
The whole world turned to columbine
I think about you all the time
And stare into the candle light