Wishing - Heat Death lyrics

Say goodbye for several weeks at a time
I'm someone else and this is hell
When we're on a bed
I hear you say exactly what he says
And tear into pieces

I swear to god you're the light outside
If you weren't why am i turning red
When i'm all alone in this empty room
You're the only one running through my head
Every day i am so ashamed
That i live with thoughts
That i can't control
So when i wake up i am so afraid
That i'll be this way until the sun explodes

And i don't want to miss you
I don't want to miss you
I don't want to miss you now

I swear to god you're the light outside
If you weren't why am i turning red
When i'm all alone in this empty room
You're the only one running through my head
Every day i am so ashamed
That i live with thoughts
That i can't control
So when i wake up i am so afraid
That i'll be this way until the sun explodes