Wyler Adair - By Myself lyrics

By myself by myself
With no one to help just by myself
By myself by myself
With no one to help just by myself

Yeah, I wanna go back to when I was by myself
With no one to help living life on a shelf
Yeah, I guess I'm just a
Mess of unfinished thoughts
Waiting to be released
But I never take out the plug
I got a lot of issues that I often suppress
Making it difficult for me to
Open up and connect
Lot of doubts, lot of stress
Lot of times I feel a mess
Lot of times I feel like I'm worthless

I always see the bad things in life
I could have a dream wife, dream life, dream
House, dream couch, dream kids who dream big
A million dollars loose change and still
Find the bad in it yeah
I think that I've been thinking too much
Yeah
I think that I've been drinking too much
Yeah
I think that I've been drifting too much
Yeah i think that I've been sinking too much
Yeah

The things I've seen got me traumatised
Got me questioning if I should die
I got mental health struggles
But I struggle to talk about them
So now I got two times the struggle
Two times the battle two times the hassle
Two times just this month wanted to off
Myself but that shit don't even matter yeah

If only you knew the shit that I've seen
If I'm being honest sometimes it's
Hard to keep clean
I wanna take a sip, I wanna have the drink
I wanna make my mind stop
From making me think my mind is in jeopardy
What has this shit done to me
I just wanna be free from
Everything that troubles me
Maybe in another world I'm living lavishly
Why the fuck does God have all
This in his plan for me
Can you see the pain in my eyes?
I've been running my whole damn life
Tryna make it out alive
The answers left me traumatised
They say I have a weak mind
But they don't know it half the time
I fill a bucket with my tears
They wish I wasn't here yeah
The sky's are falling
I know my time is coming
I look down at my watch
And I can see it's fucking buzzing
It's my time to go
And I want you all to know
I wanna be by myself
'Cause that's how I started the show yeah