CALVØN - Problem Child lyrics

All my life I been a problem child
And you can see it in my eyes
 the way they broke me down and drove me wild
It's been a while since I had a smile
That fake love they gave me turned
Me to a loner,  I ignore the crowd
'Cause all my life I been a problem child
And you can see it in my eyes
The way they broke me down and drove me wild
It's been a while since I had a smile
That fake love they gave me
Turned me to a loner, i ignore the crowd
'Cause all my life I been a problem child
And you can see it in my eyes
The way they broke me down and drove me wild
It's been a while since I had a smile
That fake love they gave me
Turned me to a loner, i ignore the crowd

I had lended you my heart
And then you tossed that
All that love up in my heart, baby
I lost that remember days in junior high
Contemplating and thinking that
Them niggas wouldn't switch sides
But I don't know why I bought that
And ever since I lost my trust
I been fighting some demons
And ever since I lost my granny
Lately I been thinking
It's time to make a change
Break away from everything
Swerve into a different lane
But I can't because of all this pain
So when she died
I started rapping to relieve my pain
I think I made the right decision
It was not the same
The opps was tryna rock with me
But I don't trust the fake
And everybody went switching sides
I'm thinking shit gon' never change
And I was so confused
I thought I lost myself
I had to do shit on my own
'cause I ain't have no help
And I was stressing
It was fucking with my mental health
I only rock with THS, I trust nobody else

'Cause all my life I been a problem child
And you can see it in my eyes
The way they broke me down and drove me wild
It's been a while since I had a smile
That fake love they gave me
Turned me to a loner, i ignore the crowd
'Cause all my life I been a problem child
And you can see it in my eyes
The way they broke me down and drove me wild
It's been a while since I had a smile
That fake love they gave me
Turned me to a loner, i ignore the crowd
'Cause all my life I been a problem child
And you can see it in my eyes
The way they broke me down and drove me wild
It's been a while since I had a smile
That fake love they gave me
Turned me to a loner, i ignore the crowd

The night I told my mama
I had suicidal thoughts
She had this pain inside her eyes
And this I never saw
Depression in my head, it was eating me up
I had to fight another day
I couldn't self destruct
I had to stop myself from crying
Ain't no giving up
When all I needed was attention
I was out of luck
And when my favorite person left me
I was really stuck
Alayah Vogel, she the realest
Only girl I love
And not to mention when I met her
Had me catching feelings
We had our differences to start
So I was catching villains i fell in love
My homies told me I was really tripping
But I ain't meet up to her
Standards so I guess I'm chilling
I made it out the storm
I got a troubled past
They tried to take my dreams
The only thing I had
And I'mma move on with my life
I really hope it last
I'm looking foward to 2020
Ain't no looking back

'Cause all my life I been a problem child
And you can see it in my eyes
The way they broke me down and drove me wild
It's been a while since I had a smile
That fake love they gave me
Turned me to a loner, i ignore the crowd
'Cause all my life I been a problem child
And you can see it in my eyes
The way they broke me down and drove me wild
It's been a while since I had a smile
That fake love they gave me
Turned me to a loner, i ignore the crowd