​grandson - Stuck Here With Me lyrics

Step one
Gotta find a way to get the fuck outta bed
Step two
Gotta find a way to get the fuck out my head
Step three, gotta wake up, do this over again
Every day, every night
I would trade it in a heartbeat
How the hell is everyone on autopilot?
They make it look so easy
But the closer I get
The more I feel like I could
Scream and start a riot
I'm in dismay, not alright
Hate to say it but

If I could switch on the count of three
I would do it, but I am stuck here with me
Oh, I wish there was someone else I could be
I would do it, but I am, I am
Stuck here with me oh, oh, oh
Stuck here with me oh, oh, oh

I love you, I'm tryin' (Love you, I'm tryin')

Spent spring in the worst depression
Of my whole life
Spent summer in a cloud of smoke
Way up with the kites
I became a version of myself I don't like
Winter, fall, all the same
I would trade it in a heartbeat
Through the screen
I'm watchin' everybody I grew up with move on
On the stage, I black out
Forget the words to all of my own songs
In the corner
Feelin' like I just don't belong
No way out, in a daze, hate to say it but

If I could switch on the count of three
I would do it, but I am stuck here with me
Oh, I wish there was someone else I could be
I would do it, but I am, I am
Stuck here with me oh, oh, oh
Stuck here with me oh, oh, oh

Beautiful people
Livin' in the palm of my hand
They make it look easy
Tell me why I can't understand

Stuck here with me oh, oh, oh
Stuck here with me oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh oh, oh, oh
(Beautiful people)
Oh, oh, oh (Livin' in the palm of my hand)
Oh, oh, oh oh, oh, oh