​marc indigo, Indii G., demxntia - Oceans ​ lyrics

Lost in an ocean
Getting  harder tryna stay above the water
Feeling  all these emotions
I've been holding on to moments
For the moment I’m exhausted
Pretty penny for your thoughts it'll cost me
I  was looking for myself when I lost you
I  was looking for myself when I lost you
When I lost you yeah

Surrounded  by these feelings
I drown them in my heart
I must fight off these demons
Or they'll tear me apart
Can  you keep all my secrets
I hide them in the dark
I don’t know where I'm going
I've been here from the start

And I am not as confident as I seem
It's just better when I'm saying
That I'm living my dream
And everything could fall apart at
The end of the seams
But my life don't really matter
Like it should to me

Yeah see I'm reaching up reaching up
Tryna keep my head above the surface
But instead it’s like my demons
Really keeping up keeping
Tryna find a way out
In the meantime baby I’ll
Be puffin Indica Indica
I might wave goodbye as I sit an watch
My life go by like a cinema cinema
A cinema cinema

But that's why I’m into you
I wanna pick up the potion
I wanna get out this ocean
I wanna put away all my concerns and emotions
By the way it was really nice to know ya
And I wish I could stay one time but
I don't see us getting any closer
Maybe someday I'll say goodbye to the
Waves with a final hallelujah

And I am not as confident as I seem
It's just better when I’m saying
That I'm living my dream
And everything could fall apart at
The end of the seams
But my life don't really matter
Like it should to me