​of Montreal - Gratuitous Abysses lyrics

Am I on the verge of a really
Big breakthrough or just another meltdown?
Gratuitous abysses gratuitous abysses
I've been looking for my friend she became
An ocean just to watch me drown
Gratuitous abysses gratuitous abysses

Staying in touch is making us
Boring, voicelessness is underrated
I think it's dumb and I really hate it
I must vilify us to make you special
I know my compass is beyond retrieval
I'm just
'illuminations' and 'flowers of evil'

Like a flittering squirming dying insect you
Got glued to your ceiling gratuitous abysses
Gratuitous abysses
I know I'm as rotten as a Chytilovián
Daisy but I still got feelings
Gratuitous abysses gratuitous abysses

Staying connected is making us
Stupid I want a
New grid a swinish fury but since our
Schism it's all so blurry
We're all dolled up for
Gratuitous abysses you're
On her perch and looking sallow
I want to kiss you but
You know I'm so shallow

Staying in touch is making us
Boring, voicelessness is underrated
I think it's dumb and I really hate it
I must vilify us to make you special
I know my compass is beyond retrieval
I'm just
'illuminations' and 'flowers of evil'