of Montreal - Nursing Slopes lyrics
[of Montreal - Nursing Slopes lyrics]
That i hate myself less for what i did to
You and more for what has become of us
Naturally i'm anxious and unstable
Knowing i'm lost
To my best friend though i see
You almost every day, every day
In my cracked kingdom in my
Terror hive of brutal nostalgia
On some self imposed house arrest
Of the mind that's useless
Trying to numb the fear, the fear
That deforms the negatives and makes
All memories pathetic, so pathetic
I have no charm to win
You back, the anthers drained
The feria is over
Of what sweetness still remains
I can't trust myself oh the complex codes
The polymorphic addled führer
Of our arrangement
I'm lost to my best friend though
I see you almost every day