​of Montreal - Psychotic Feeling lyrics

How can it be done?
How can we escape from this indigent state?
We try for so long
And now I'm afraid it might happen too late
I get the sense you look at
Me like at some distant star
I never really could accept
How taciturn you are but why does it feel
Like the choir is weeping
And the conductor is reeling?
It's such a psychotic feeling
I wish I could talk i wish I could live like
There was nothing to hide
I wish that you knew how
Completely I'm struggling inside
Will you stay or will you turn
Away from me like them
When you start to understand
How cynical I am?
But can you say it doesn't feel
Like a skeleton has melted
And the wallpaper's peeling?
It's such a psychotic feeling
Faster, faster, faster -
I wanna come back to you
Oh but my head is so
Full of this horrible light it just attacks
I can't fight back