XV - Going Endless lyrics

Look i swore I wouldn't say shit
But diss a nigga blatant
Came here from Squaria and
Then they bought spaceships
Face it, niggas couldn't see me with lasik
I'm Keanu in the Matrix
You in The Replacements
Niggas outline me but nobody can trace it
Cause, I ain't nobody but a
Kid who wore braces
With a comic book collection
In grandma's basement
It's only because of her that I'm
Still trying to make it
Every single night I think, "Damn
Where the day went?"
Am I meant for this state or
Here to make a statement?
A homebody so being nobody is flagrant
On my NES just wishing to save greatness
This talent can't be wasted watching
Other niggas do it super hero songs
How the fuck ain't I included?
Cause, I done worked to hard to
See these fuckers act stupid
Rappers who rap
Saying they don't listen to rap music
It took four years to escape Wichita's grasp
Me and Lil' Wayne's song helped
Me get on blogs fast
Finally in the race but I
Let all of y'all pass
Let the mags get you gassed
Lit a match and watch you crash
Ha, I slowly drive by and just laugh
You Forth Of July hype, it be over in a flash
I don't expect shit that I didn't work
My fucking ass off to get
That's why I gotta blast off with this
Checking my Myspace, subject line says
"Vizzy know you get this all the time
But I hope that you read me" so I read it
You know what it says?
"I rap and I'm the best
Check my page and you'll believe it"
That's when I seen it all flashback to '03
Me and Bling handing out mixtapes at the mall
That's when I noticed that
I've gotten really far
They didn't believe in me so how
Can't I believe in y'all?
Now I'm on a level
Dudes on labels on my songs
Fans write back like
"I didn't think you would respond" nah
I ain't high, the ground is what I'm on
And where I plan to stay and
Plan to lay when I'm gone
Leave my pain on the stage
Everyday that I perform
And pray for a parade in the
State that I put on
I stay strong though they
Sending mixed messages
Cause when the movie ends
I'm always discredited
But, I chill, no sedative
I'm an acquired taste like fetishes
I tell 'em "hush" while I huff and I puff
Till I blow down the door or
You could just let us in
But they won't cause that's too easy
But the hard road will
Make you strong though, believe me
I just felt a blow of wind on my back
In a soundproof booth
I hope my grandma is back i need you here
Now more than ever
Career is in a jigsaw, can't put it together
Like the Molemen who never got 'em completed
Cause they didn't have the time
Or started losing the pieces
So before I lose my mind I
Try to get right with Jesus
My mom is so religious sometimes
I just don't believe it
Cause, I will pray for money
For gas then church had ended
And I would see the ministry
Drive away in Benzes
The pictures different if you
Looking through the lenses
Of a dude who's probably been
Bit more than a dentist i could go on Z
You can see the list is endless
But, I'mma stop here yo, I'm finished