YK Osiris - Dear Fans lyrics

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Survivor's guilt but I'm still drownin'
(Hm-m)
Lift everybody up but they down me (Hm-m)
Fake niggas always come around me (Hm-m)
Hate feelin' lonely but I like to be alone
(Oh, ooh woah)

I go home and then my home
Don't feel like home no more
They throwin' stones but then them stones
Don't break my bones no more
I just wanna get some money (Oh)
I just wanna feed my family (Oh)
I don't even get offended when these
Niggas come and doubt me (Oh)
Come and clown me
Comе around me but they really not my friеnds
Got me all up in my feelings
Got me cryin' on the 'Gram ('Gram)
'Cause, I thought that they was fam
Transparent with the fans
Yeah, I know it's God's plan
What it's like to be a man
They don't understand
Who rides (Who rides) for me (For me)
It's hard (It's hard) to see (To see)
It's got a hold on me but

I think it's time to keep it real
I need someone who understands
(I need someone who understands)
Don't care about money or the fame
(Don't care about money or the fame)
Wanna be loved for who I am
(Wanna be loved for who I am)
Sometimes I think I'm losin' faith
(Sometimes, sometimes)
Keep gettin' closer to the edge
(Keep gettin' closer)
I keep my head up to the sky
Wanna be loved for who I am oh yeah, oh yeah

It feels like be needin' therapy (Oh, Lord)
I talk to God sometimes
I wonder if He hearin' me (Oh, God)
I don't need no friends, I got my family
They gon' ride or die
Don't need no ho, got my lil' boy
I'll work a nine to five
Lord knows, I smile but I still cry inside
Lord knows
They try but they can't take my pride
Lord knows, I been hidin' what I feel inside
Yeah, I'm tired but I'm tryin' (Na na na)

I think it's time to keep it real
I need someone who understands
(I need someone who understands)
Don't care about money or the fame
(Don't care about money or the fame)
Wanna be loved for who I am
(Wanna be loved for who I am)
Sometimes I think I'm losin' faith
(Sometimes, sometimes)
Keep gettin' closer to the edge
(Keep gettin' closer)
I keep my head up to the sky
Wanna be loved for who I am oh yeah, oh yeah

I wanna be loved ooh, no no, yeah, yeah
Wanna be loved for who I am