Guardin, Young Lungs - Lifeboat lyrics
guardin [Nicholas Jordan Kerr-Carpenter]
[Guardin, Young Lungs - Lifeboat lyrics]
Been struggling to keep my eyes closed
Loose footing, gotta catch myself
I'm drowning, think I need my lifeboat
Some nights, think I might go psycho
Eyes red like a knife on Typo
You don’t know the way I feel
Still trying just to get things right though
Yeah, hoodie on, skin cold in the nighttime
We'll be gone, anywhere you want
Leave tonight
Like, I'll pick you up, we can hit the road
Out of sight ’Cause you lift me up when I
Need you most right beside me
You don't gotta like me
I didn't even like me but
Ain't nobody like me
And you could criticize me, I'm
Still my biggest critic
Been shining like my high beam (Woah)
I've been callin' for somethin'
Happens too often
Feels like I’m fallin’ all night long
2: 30 AM out sometimes, though
Been struggling to keep my eyes closed
Loose footing, gotta catch myself
I'm drowning, think I need my lifeboat
Some nights, think I might go psycho
Eyes red like a knife on Typo
You don’t know the way I feel
Still trying just to get things right though
Been tryna get it right though
Slip away to early graves
My fight or flight go
Percolating to my brain, injure my instinct
I've wanted this shit since I
Could sing along to NSYNC
And that ain't never changed
Only difference now is that I'm
Grown and more deranged
Semi-automatic when my panic
Switchin’ strange
And my room is full of static
'til I'm stepping on the stage
It's truce with my best self
I ain't got no qualms, revelations
Pain and passed out
What you on about with all your nonsense?
'96 trough Alto, pedal through the rapids
I'ma call you back tomorrow
(Cross-faded) Sippin' on this
Bottle soaked in
(Once faded) Lies inside the
Water on this lifeboat
(Full place) Choose your own adventure
Through the lines wrote
(It's too late) Consequences coming
Straight from my throat
2: 30 AM out sometimes, though
Been struggling to keep my eyes closed
Loose footing, gotta catch myself
I'm drowning, think I need my lifeboat
Some nights, think I might go psycho
Eyes red like a knife on Typo
You don't know the way I feel
Still trying just to get things right though