YRH Diushi, Shiloh Dynasty - IfYoureListeningToThisImProbablyDead lyrics

If you're listening to this
I'm probably dead

Don't want a sweet talk, she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody, not even her

Deep down inside I feel like I'm going insane
With all of our memories in brain
Thinking why everything's just not the same
Playing with my heart like
It's a fucking game

If you're listening to this
Then I'm probably dead
Atleast that's what I like to
Think inside my head
I wanna forget about what you said
But I can't, not atleast till I'm dead

Getting high, just to cope with the pain
Feeling happy, 'cause I'm smoking mary jane
Mary jane keeps my happiness maintain
Mary jane helping me forget about the pain

All I know is that I did my fucking best
Just letting all these feelings
Out of my chest
After all of this, I'm no longer depressed
My love ones reminding me how I'm blessed