Capoxxo, Yung shame - head stuck to the wall lyrics

I was turning into dust
I was turning into dust, yeah

I was turning into dust
And I didn’t have have your love
Baby I just could not trust
Everyday was not enough
Tryna hold back from the drugs
But I couldn’t have enough
I was turning into dust
And I didn’t hadn’t have your love
I was pouring up a cup
Everyday was not enough
Tryna hold back from the drugs
But I couldn’t have enough

And I hope you never give up on me
I really hope it’s real
Thinking when I sleep
Stay up late and you know that I never dream
All I really know is everything a scheme

Life is fucking boring
Wake up in the morning
Random bitch in my room
How I gon' get her out?
Cigarettes and fentanyl
I was super fucked up
I wish I could talk to you, woah
Every word rings true, we were smoking glue
Yeah i wish I could feel like
Everything was so blue
I would give up everything if only
I could talk to you ooohhh

My head was stuck back to the wall
Could've been the end of it all
But I'm really glad you called
You saved me through withdrawal
I never wanted this at all
But you really made my heart fall
And I don’t wanna play, girl
'Cause you ain’t no Barbie doll, yeah

And it hurt so bad in the winter
Think the drugs might’ve turned
Me to a sinner
I knew since a kid that I'd never be a winner
Shawty, could you help me out?
I’m only a beginner
To this fucking fuck shit
To this fucking drug shit
I just really want it
I wish I could relive this
Missing all those nights lived
Feeling like a crisis
I don’t wanna get back
Stuck in that black pit

I was turning into dust
And I didn’t have have your love
Baby I just could not trust
Everyday was not enough
Tryna hold back from the drugs
But I couldn’t have enough
I was turning into dust
And I didn’t hadn’t have your love
I was pouring up a cup
Everyday was not enough
Tryna hold back from the drugs
But I couldn’t have enough