​dreaming of cali - confessions lyrics

I guess that sometimes things just
Have to fall apart
Cause I know nothing's really
Ever made to last
Overthinking got me drinking
Contemplating suicide, suicide

And even when I'm falling
I'll be the only one to hold me
And the demons they start crawling
Inside my mind and they keep talking

My mind is a prison I'm a
Captive and I can't escape
My mind is a shipwreck I'm the
Captain and I sink away
And I'm fading slowly, paralyzed
Never been happy nor satisfied
My mind is a mess, I confess

I guess sometimes I'm anxious but
I don't give a fuck
Cause I know I don't feel nothing
But that is just еnough
Apathy's the only the only way to go
But now I know

That evеn when I'm falling
I'll be the only one to hold me
And the demons they start crawling
Inside my mind and they keep talking

My mind is a prison I'm a
Captive and I can't escape
My mind is a shipwreck I'm the
Captain and I sink away
And I'm fading slowly, paralyzed
Never been happy nor satisfied
My mind is a mess, I don't care

My mind is a prison I'm a
Captive and I can't escape
My mind is a shipwreck I'm the
Captain and I sink away
And I'm fading slowly, paralyzed
Never been happy nor satisfied
My mind is a mess, I confess