Ghostsocial, ​miind - why i try lyrics

And I don't know why I try
I decided it was time
And I don't know why I try
I decided it was time

I don't know why you're playing
I could change your life
You did him wrong, he did you wrong
But I could do you right
You can tell me all your problems
Push that shit aside
I could take away your pain
Even for the night

And I want to, let me love you
And I don't know why I try
To change you, and I hate you
And you push me to the side
And I want to, let me love you
And I don't know why I try
To change you, and I hate you
And you push me to the side

I'm on your side with it
Couldn't rely with it
So I decided it was time
I went on a straight decline
Hoped everything stayed in line
But my wardrobe full of lying
(Woah, woah, woah) this ain't new to me
Don't fall for the foolery
I know now who not to call in a emergency
All I wanted was a fucking sense of urgency
But it's hurting me, oh, it's hurting me
I never once tried to give up no hope
Now I'm crying all on the floor
Break down 'cause I can't reload
But thank God I let you go
Roadblock, but I ain't on no road
No effort and no control
I can't handle no more
I can't handle these lows

And I want to, let me love you
And I don't know why I try
To change you, and I hate you
And you push me to the side
And I want to, let me love you
And I don't know why I try
To change you, and I hate you
And you push me to the side

And I don't know why I try
I decided it was time
I went on a straight decline
And I don't know why I try