​​xona, ​sleepwater - Ruined lyrics

I needed some revenge
But I don't wanna vent can you hear me now
Its hurting my head

Stop shutting me down
You were half of me wow
But now you're not here i need a way out
You were liquid to me
Maybe mixed with some sea
But now she is flying i wanna retreat

Guard my heart while you stand from the mill
Its feeling far when you tell me it's real
How could I move on when
I don't even want to
I'll let this go on cause I
Don't know how to miss you

Another song where i vеnt 'bout my issues
Waitings long come rip out my tissues

I'm so sеlfish everyones got traumas
I'm not speaking can you let me follow her

Do I need therapy
Or pills in my fucking head
My life expectancy
Cheers for all this fucking stress

I'm escaping every night my fucking head
Please don't aim in
Counting on my fucking head

Collecting all my fucking debt
Pounding hard right out my chest
Guess I'm sleeping that's a flex
Let's skip eating and have sex

What are you eating guess that's bread
What are you doing no no
Who are you with now its how it spread

Would you even like me
Can't you tell that I'm trying
(tell that I'm trying)
Oh please just like me
I swear that I'm crying
(swear that I'm crying)

I thought I need to go and let loose of me
But I’m stuck inside where the sun don’t seep
So I just watch along as the days runs deep
And I got my tea in hand
So I’m calm for the least

And I don’t know, who I could be
I feel alone, when there’s others around me
I can’t cope, you know it better than me
To let it go but I’m the worst you could be
To go back home

Where I could find a home, cause I feel alone
Falling, dying right here for you

Oh (woah) I don't wanna talk (woah, woah)
(woah, woah, woah) I'm ruined