​​xona - ‎spiders III lyrics

I might act like you but I’ve
Been knowing my own limit's
I can’t help myself when you treat
Me like I was different oh my god
I swear I’m falling all apart
And it won’t stop it’s like September and it
Doesn’t seem to rot- like you

I might stab myself or two
Don’t walk within these hilly dunes
I’ll fall right here and shoot through you
"Stay by my side" i’m not your other guy
This isn’t choice I just know
That I’ve been airtight

I’ve been so upset, ember through my chest
Where did all your friends go? coalesce
I might need a grip to pull me into this
Drugs are different, they walk into a depth
Ay, yeah
Caught within my skin 8 leg to my sight
I’ll tell my truth and leave you
Hanging so you won’t cry (don’t try)
Ain’t one, ain’t by your side
So so, out of line? enduring all the fights

My life is hurting for a way to pause
I’ll hang around and let it go on yeah, yeah
I can’t choose on what I’m on
I tend to change and I’m worried that-

Talk down oh my, oh my-
It’s on me to make it out alive
More found within my skin 8 eyes, 8 legs
They left off from my head

The coldest winter seemed so innocent
Swim through the rivers and
Reach my instrument
I threw my life on the line for a threat
I’m so depressed, I’m at fault for this shit
I wanna run but I can’t deny
Feelin’ dread to our trust and I cry
And I can’t find a source why oh I
Hate my life I don’t need an-