​​xona - ​spiders lyrics

Things that I do, you'll place on my trait's
Were you wrong too, or was I the change?
Will of my truth, or am I testing fate?
Nothing but clues
It's just twisting my brain
All of my friends that just spit on face
Drag me in mud while they whisper I'm safe
These spiders that crawl through
My walls still decay
And off of the things that
You could've have said

So I crash
And it's a rush to my veins, I can't deny
I'm blacking out, but these images arise
Smokescreen, I can't see what you hide
I'm nothing over you, why’d I have to lie?
(yeah yeah)

I'll cry and end my life
It's all blur that I can't pass by
And so these spiders that stay and reside
They stay and watch 'til the day I die

Yeah, uh, maybe if I told you what I like
I'll set aside all the pills
I can't suffice
And all the words that you say is kinda right
I'm nothing worth
I can feel it through their eyes
And I've been losing my head
I feel the stress i can't body anymore
There's someone I regret
She marked me 'til I'm red
Flowers that we carry right into our bed
We're fixing all amends
(There is spiders crawling in my room)

So I crash
And it's a rush to my veins, I can't deny
I'm blacking out, but these images arise
Smokescreen, I can't see what you hide
I'm nothing over you, why’d I have to lie?
(yeah yeah)

I'll cry and end my life
It's all blur that I can't pass by
And so these spiders that stay and reside
They stay and watch 'til the day I die

Yeah, I've carved my life in two
Other days that I flow flawed through
All the spiders that crawl in my room
Takes toll and it kills my mood
Everything falls apart
Everything falls apart
And I don't know what to do
But go back to the start
I got spiders crawling on my skin
Crawling on my skin

I'll cry and end my life
It's all blur that I can't pass by
And so these spiders that stay and reside
They stay and watch 'til the day I die