Abstract Mindstate - My Reality lyrics

It's been hard to bring it back
But I’m glad that it is
Despite the fact that I'm commuting
I still handle the biz
And I still handle the kids
Who got them nursery rhymes
And ain't changing careers
I’m only further in mind
Back and forth to the crib
My nine to five to the booth
Then I was at my father's side
When he went to his truth
Two days after, in the air, on my way to LA
Tiny voice in my head
I'm calling her Michel'le
Said, "To fear over faith ain't
Never served you before
So unwrap the gift when Ye bring
The present to your door
Put thе pedal to the floor
Then rеsurrect your passion"
Written and recorded
My second trip to Jackson
One day later, wheels up
Back to slacks and spreadsheets
Two weeks later, back in LA
Where music has led me

Abstract Mindstate, it's God's plan
This is Southside, this is Chi
Abstract Mindstate, it's God’s plan
This is prov proven fact
Abstract Mindstate, it’s God's plan
This is Southside, this is Chi
Abstract Mindstate, it’s God's plan
Repping Chi

Man, I'm fresh off that real job
Still use a Groupon
Inglewood to Calabasas got up out that Nissan
Used to spend more than I save
Up, the checks is looking good, yo
I'm blessed and above average
But working to secure mo’
I'm done playing catch up
From bills accumulated
Zeroed out my debt, I promise I'm elated
I made it off that futon
Got myself a townhouse
This music life is crazy
Got me spinning like a roundhouse
By day I play with millionaires
Breakfast often chef-prepared
Fresh grapes, movies, my life picked up
So now I'm here i'm feeling super, man
But really I'm just Clark Kent
Looking at my bank account
Thank God that I can pay rent
The stacks is looking lovely
No longer temporary
From private jets to privately I sweat
Somehow it varies
I'm blessed in my position, no complaints
But it's some strange twist
This is the juxtaposition of a
Man trying to maintain this
Lifestyle, it's my reality

Abstract Mindstate, it's God's plan
This is Southside, this is Chi
Abstract Mindstate, it's God's plan
This is prov proven fact
Abstract Mindstate, it's God's plan
This is Southside, this is Chi
Abstract Mindstate, it's God's plan
Repping Chi, Repping Chi