Bleak Society - Astray lyrics

I was hurt
Don't know what I'll do first
From bad to worst
I feel as if my heart's
About to burst, burst
Burst

Yeah I loved you, but you’re so cold you
Led me on too, I'm so confused too
You led me astray, can't decide if I’ll take
This beating in my heart
I hope I get out some way
Yeah I loved you, but you’re so cold you
Led me on too, I’m so confused too
You led me astray, can't decide if I’ll take
This beating in my heart, I hope I get out
Some way

Everything was going right or
So I thought and
All sunshine and the problems
Were unknown then
I guess you nevеr know a person
You'll never know what hurts so much
You could'vе told the truth instead of lying
Too much

I hate you
I don't love you I loathe you
So many times where
I should've just told you
Though I still loved you
Hate that I hate you
I hate that I loved you

Why did you break my heart
You took it apart
Like I was never a part of you

So easily in pieces
I was so speechless
Your love wasn't real

Yeah, I loved you, but you’re so cold you
Led me on too, I'm so confused too
You led me astray, can't decide if I’ll take
This beating in my heart
I hope I get out some way

Yeah, I loved you, you’re so cold you
Led me on too, so confused too
You led me astray, can't decide if I’ll take
This beating in my heart
I hope I get out some way

I wish you were more than the one
I thought you more than fun
Just being so reckless
Like a child
Losing all his awareness

The feeling of looking for something
But now you’re really empty - handed
My life is a comedy
But it's a tragedy looking for laughs

I’m crying it's hard to see
Anxiety is breaking me
My sadness overwhelms me
It cripples me
I'm really astray
Can someone find me?

Yeah, I loved you, but you’re so cold you
Led me on too, I'm so confused too
You led me astray, can't decide if I’ll take
This beating in my heart
I hope I get out someway

Yeah, I loved you, you’re so cold you
Led me on too, so confused too
Led me astray, can't decide if I’ll take
This beating in my heart
I hope I get out some way

It’s sad that you broke my heart
I thought that we could have a future
Things would go smoother
Just wish that you should’ve just
Broke it off sooner