Bleak Society - Liquor lyrics

Didn’t know what was happening to me
I’ve been wasted out of my mind
Couldn’t even fathom what 
I could see

I'm wasted because
I‘m facing my problems
Can't face them by myself
I'm so liquored up
Can't hold on much longer
Can't find my own way out

So wasted because
Can't handle the setbacks
Slowly losing myself

So liquored up
I cannot stop falling
Need to dig myself out

Took a step back
Realized my days we're slow
And they were going back

To the past
That was treating me like crap
To where good days
Were needles in a haystack

I was so confused
And thеn I tried to figure out
What was wrong
Life put mе back in this horrid cycle
Beat me up till my will was gone

So
I started searching
For something
To keep me from running
Keep me sedated
To keep me so numb
And I found the one
That put comfort and pain
In the package of one

So underground
Happiness can’t be found
So intoxicated
I need to be saved

I'm wasted because
I’m facing my problems
Can't face them by myself

I'm so liquored up
Can't hold on much longer
Can't find my own way out

So wasted because
Can't handle the setbacks
Slowly losing myself
So liquored up
I cannot stop falling
Need to dig myself out

I've been thinking
My drinking has gone too far
This drug's taking
All my hours away from me

Im in this cycle
Destructive, Sad
Consequential
To me
Somebody
Help me
Please

Didn’t know what was happening to me
I’ve been wasted out of my mind
Couldn’t even fathom what I could see