Brandon Hartt, Madchild - Addictions Anonymous lyrics

I don't like me when I'm sober
I wonder why I'm so stressed out
Wake me when I'm sober
I'm really over fallin' down
But, it's alright
I'm ok if I keep telling myself that
Another shot and then I go, no
I really can't control it now
She don't like it when I play dumb
I should really think of slowing down
It's alright
I'm ok if I keep telling myself that

I'm not my best right now, but soon I will be
It's better you leave right now
Or you're coming with me

Hearts have been broken and
Lines have been crossed
For the rest of my life know
My mind's a bit off
I'm the dеfinition of insane
There's no onе else to blame
So I'm sitting here in pain
Feeling lonely and ashamed
Focusing on strength
I'll come back cause I'm a fighter
I'll come back from the darkness
Everyday's a little brighter
I never thought that having fun
Could end up so dangerous just be patient
One day you will start seeing changes
Had to climb up this hole I dug, no help
I don't want no one to love
Me till I love myself and for the rest of my
Cause I've been through hell
Gonna have to stay focused
On my mental health
For so many years I neglect myself
Protect myself so I don't disrespect myself
It's easy to slide so I
Check myself cause I'm
The only real person who could wreck myself

I'm not my best right now, but soon I will be
It's better you leave right now
Or you're coming with me

I can feel it like it's poison
I can feel me slowing down
It's running through my bloodstream
I'm really sick of feeling drowned
But, it's alright
I'm ok if I keep telling myself that

I'm not my best right now, but soon I will be
It's better you leave right now
Or you're coming with me
I'm not my best right now, but soon I will be
It's better you leave right now
Or you're coming with me