Brandon Hartt, Tom MacDonald, Nova Rockafeller - This Time lyrics

I can't catch my breath
This time it's gotten to my head
This time, yeah, someone wants me dead
And due time can't take back what I said
This time, yeah this time
It's got too far and I got nowhere to go
It's been a hell of a ride
But I spun out of control
I know I'm out of my mind
But I'm still inside my soul
And it's this time I'm fine
The next time I won't find my way home
My mind's a scapegoat and I can't take more
Yeah, I just wanna stay home, yeah

I wanna sleep instead and stay in my mind
Just wanna go back to bed, and rewind
Yeah, I fucked it up again, this time
I fucked it up again, this time, this time

Look, I'm no good at first imprеssions
Probably fuck it up again
If you don't recognize the tattoos
You'll rеcognize the braids
I'm probably not what you expect
You only know me from the fame
And my house and the stage are not the same
On my records I'm invincible
Untouchable in videos
If that's the only time we've met then
How much do you really know?
I struggle with my mental health
It's ugly when I'm miserable
I'm sick but you can't tell
Cause it ain't physical
Look, I'm not perfect and I'll
Probably make it worse, i won't lie
I hope it's worth it when the
Casualties award you and I
The only thing I'm worse at
Than hellos are goodbyes
I'll fuck it up again but I tried

I wanna sleep instead and stay in my mind
Just wanna go back to bed, and rewind
Yeah, I fucked it up again, this time
I fucked it up again, this time, this time

Standin' on the grave with a shovel
Here for the heartache
Stayin' for the trouble
Light another firework, lightin' in the sky
When I'm seein' double that's the
Nights I wanna fly
Yeah, but you can't fly forever
Or free fall, whatever
All I know is everything ain't right
I can taste the pavement but
I'm looking at the sky
Yeah, million circles over how I went wrong
Dizzy with anxiety, tryna stay strong
I can fight forever, but I don't wanna fight

I wanna sleep instead and stay in my mind
Just wanna go back to bed, and rewind
Yeah, I fucked it up again, this time
I fucked it up again, this time, this time