Breakdown of Sanity - Dear Diary lyrics

The sun sets, reality becomes tactile
The taste of life is killing the smile
Shake your numb reality
But never give up no matter
How hard it will be

(yeah)

There is no way to escape
There is no shortcut (Shortcut)
All of sudden everything changes
And from now on every breath feels so strange
A stab in the back without warning
Fall asleep and hope all is
Forgotten in the morning
I'm paralyzed (Paralyzed)
I close my eyes and try to set the time back
(time back)

I just want to fall into a deep sleep
Wake up and realize that everything
Was just a nightmare
Somebody take this away from me

These cursed ups and downs
This mental pressure, sometimes hope drowns
How long does it still take
Till the chains around my neck break? (yeah)

Broken mirrors
I can't see the reality clearly
Millions of sharp pieces are starring at me

Please, I can't bear to see you fall again
(But, I know you'll never give up)
But, I know you'll never give up
Never, never, never

I just want to fall into a deep sleep
Wake up and realize that everything
Was just a nightmare
Somebody take this away from me
Take this away from me