Breakdown of Sanity - Restless lyrics

Restless! We raise, we fall
Restless! Restless!
We raise, we fall

What was that
Where the hell have I gone through?
What happened to me?
Realize that I've lost control
My body is paralyzed, my mind is blurred
On the ground like a fallen leaf
Fallen from the trembling tree
Not living, just killing time
I'm afraid to lose what was mine
I feel so, I feel so restless!
We raise, we fall
What if this was my last breath?
Foreign in my own body and mind
It seems like I'm stranded on a dark cloud
Where there's no place to hide
Alone, alone in the dark
Hoping for my sunrise
Somebody must hear my inaudible cry for help
Please show me the way out

(What, what, Please show me the way out)

I'm chasing the wind and try
To catch the light
How many hours will it still take?
Staring up to the clouds
Above and listening to
The same damn song over and over again
I want to run away run away from myself
Because at any moment everything can change
(everything can change)

What is this, what was that?
How many hours will it still take?
(What, what) what is this, what was that?
I want to run away from myself
What is this, what was that?

I assume it's the normal circle of
Despair after touching the sky
And now it is falling down on me
Was it worth it? (Was it worth it?)
Was is it really worth it?
What if I can't ever be free anymore?
Let's go! (Oh)

I feel so, I feel so restless!

We raise, we fall
What if this was my last breath?
Foreign in my own body and mind
It seems like I'm stranded on a dark cloud
Where there's no place to hide
Alone, alone in the dark
Hoping for my sunrise
Somebody must hear my inaudible cry for help
Please show me the way out

Is this
Is this the reality or just an illusion?
Bite my tongue to see if I can still feel
Time vanishes into oblivion
Into a black hole

Please help me out!