Breakdown of Sanity - Paralyzed lyrics

There is no master plan
I'm so confused and paralyzed

Here where the fuck I am
(Just dark walls) around me
As high as mountains

My hands on my chest
They feel like a thorn deep inside me
Deep inside me deep inside me
This pain brings me down to my knees
What's behind those fucking walls?
I hate the future

Looking for some answers
Looking for some answers
Looking for some answers

My decisions are setting the track
Switch through the jungle of this life
Of this life

But what to do
If there is more than just one right way

I never wanted that you leave me
But, I saw it in your eyes
The trust was already dead
All the time I tried to cope

I said to myself
Look forward to a new chapter
Look forward to a new chapter

This is my confession
I'm still in love with you
This is my confession
Could I find the way back to you?
I can feel there is still hope
Walls so high I can't see the sun anymore
This is a fucking dead end
This is a fucking dead end