Breakdown of Sanity - December lyrics

This was my dream as long as I know you
No doubts at all, these times were over

This is my end
This sight was like a nightmare
This is my end

I had the pictures in my head
Drawn by faith and trust
Shaped by my conviction is this my blame
Can it be so simple is this my blame
I never realized it
I see my visions melting down
Can not keep it in my hands
This is like a fuckin' dream

The drips of my future pulling me down
Encircled by reality, I'm diving in my past
This sight was a nightmare
This sight tattered my heart into rags

Open windows howling at me
I see my fears become reality

My lungs are filled by pain and sorrow
By tears and broken fuckin' aims
I hope one day we will see us again some day

Is this the end

And I ask myself would you look at me
Would you remember my face
Just look into my eyes, one last time
Everything faded to an ugly grey
I never, I never
I never expected an end like this
An end like this end like this
An end like this an end like this
End like this