Charlotte Sands - Good Now lyrics

I should've cried when we broke up
But, I didn't i got high and I went numb
Had a vision

That I'm on stage and nobody's watching me
I'm afraid that I'm who I'll always be

I've been questioning existence
Am I narcissistic
Not even the drugs can save me
My friends say I'm being distant
I don't even miss them
I've been such a bitch now lately

Hands up laughing on the way down
Swear it's not a breakdown
I just need a break now baby
I'm fine, you can put the pen down
Everything is good now you good now
Right?

Good now good good now
Good now good now
Right? Good now
Good good now good now
Good good now

I'd say you caught me on a bad day
But it isn't
I'm still scared of the next page
Cause maybe I'm the villain

Lost the plot i guess it's a tragedy
I'll get off on every catastrophe

I've been questioning existence
Am I narcissistic
Not even the drugs can save me
My friends say I'm being distant
I don't even miss them
I've been such a bitch now lately hands up
Laughing on the way down
Swear it's not a breakdown
I just need a break now baby
I'm fine, you can put the pen down
Everything is good now you good now
Right?

Good now good good now
Good now good now
Right? Good now
Good good now good now
Good good now

I've been questioning existence
Am I narcissistic
Not even the drugs can save me
My friends say I'm being distant
I don't even miss them
I've been such a bitch now lately hands up
Laughing on the way down
Swear it's not a breakdown
I just need a break now baby
I'm fine, you can put the pen down
Everything is good now you good now
Right?