Charlotte Sands - Six Feet Under lyrics

I can't help but think the
Worst of myself when
I go out of my way to ruin my peace of mind
I'm an optimist
But the pessimist wins sometimes
Mhm (Mhm, mhm)

And I'm fighting with the mirror when
I thought that we were friends
I wanna disappear but then
I'm going out again am I getting better
Or just better at pretending?

Oh, some things never change
I'm still at war with my brain
I want so badly to feel good, I wonder
How much more can I take? I'll
Just keep digging my grave
I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under

Days (yeah) turn into nights and every night feels the same
It's hard to get dressed 'cause look
At this mess I've made
I sit by myself, the stories I tell are fake
Uh uh, uh

So I'm avoiding every mirror
I can't look at her again
I'd rather disappear than have to
Wait to see the end am I getting better
Or just better at pretending?

Oh, some things never change
I'm still at war with my brain
I want so badly to feel good, I wonder
How much more can I take? I'll
Just keep digging my grave
I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under

(I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under)
(I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under)

I can't help but think the
Worst of myself when
I go out of my way to ruin my peace of mind
It's hard to keep breathing
Why do I even try? Mhm, mmm

Oh, some things never change
I'm still at war with my brain
(War with my brain)
I want so badly to feel good, I wonder
How much more can I take? I'll
Just keep digging my grave
(Digging my grave)
I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under

(I won't be happy 'til) I'm six feet under
I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under