Conan Gray - Disaster lyrics

Let me just set the scene
I'd just left the party at
Blake's and it's Halloween
Had the keys to my car in my hand
But I didn't leave
'Cause the potential of us
It was keeping me up all night long
I left a text you won't read all night long

This could be a disaster
There's so many factors, like
What if you freak out
And then we're losin' it all
At the critical chapter where I say
"I love you" and you don't say it after?
This could be a disaster
I'm pedaling backwards by sayin'
That "I'm drunk
I really shouldn't have called
" I'm a little bit plastered
You call me a liar, now I'm fallin' in faster
This could be a disaster

Oh oh oh, disaster oh oh oh, disaster

Let me just lose my mind
Is it purely platonic to call me, like
Every night? You know
Ashley believes that there's something
Between you and I
But if I'm readin' it wrong, then it'd
Be better off if I died, oh
And if you're readin' the text all night long

This could be a disaster
There's so many factors, like
What if you freak out
And then we're losin' it all
At the critical chapter where I say
"I love you" and you don't say it after?
This could be a disaster
I'm pedaling backwards by sayin'
That "I'm drunk
I really shouldn't have called
" I'm a little bit plastered
You call me a liar, now I'm fallin' in faster
This could be a disaster

Oh oh oh, disaster oh oh oh, disaster

Maybe I'm mistaken (Oh oh oh)
You're not mine for takin' (Oh oh oh)
Maybe I'm mistaken
Maybe I just made it up, messed it up