Conan Gray - Killing Me lyrics

It's 2 A.M., hear the cellular ringin'
Got the curious feelin' you're findin' for love
But the thing is, we haven't spoken for weeks
I love you bad, that's the problem ocurrin'
Better love, I'm deservin'
I'm hurtin' but sadly I worship every moment we meet
So you take and you take 'cause you know you can
And I chase as you're chasin' another man
Try to break, see your face and I know that I can't

Ooh
You're killin' me
You're not makin' it easy, ah-ah-ah
Too busy deceivin' and cheatin' and lyin' and competin'
To know how lucky you are, ah-ah-ah
You're killin' me
I just want you to free me, ah-ah-ah
And though I am cryin' and bleedin' and barely breathin'
I can't let go of your heart

I take your call, you say, "What's the matter?"
Then you lie to me faster and faster, you're such a good actor
I hear your car in the driveway
Now you're tossin' a rock at my windowpane
Said, "I don't wanna talk, just go away"
But you claw the locks 'til I lie you invade

Ooh
You're killin' me
You're not makin' it easy, ah-ah-ah
Too busy deceivin' and cheatin' and lyin' and competin'
To know how lucky you are, ah-ah-ah
You're killin' me (Killin')
I just want you to free me, ah-ah-ah
And though I am cryin' and bleedin' and barely breathin'
I can't let go of your heart

I wanna die, but you keep me alive
You're killin' me, you're killin' me
I wanna die, but you keep me alive
You're killin' me, you're killin' me
I wanna die, but you keep me alive
You're killin' me, you're killin' me
Fight to survive all of my life
You're killin' me

Ooh
You're killin' me (Killin')
You're not makin' it easy, ah-ah-ah
Too busy deceivin' and cheatin' and lyin' and competin'
To know how lucky you are, ah-ah-ah (Ooh)
You're killin' me (Killin')
I just want you to free me, ah-ah-ah
And though I am cryin' and bleedin' and barely breathin'
I can't let go of your heart

I wanna die but you keep me alive
You're killin' me, you're killin' me (Killin')
I wanna die but you keep me alive
No, I can't let go of your heart
You're killin' me