Dead Silent - Eviction Notice lyrics

Tell me what it’s like
I cannot picture myself
Feeling this guilty over something
Small for somebody else
You say it kills you inside
But take a look at the facts
You think you’re trying so hard
To piece together the past
But I can tell you now
That I’ve considered my options
And every word you spit pounds
A nail in my coffin
I never give my heart and
Soul to someone this often
So I’ll just take a minute of
My life to be completely honest
You twist my nerves and say you do it for me
You say it’s out of love
So you pretend you’re down on your knees
You try to catch me when I’m feeling weak
Cause you know that my guilt is like a


Puppet you can pull on a string
You always play these games with my
Thoughts to hold them hostage
I thought I was safe with my
Mind until I lost it
I used to think that home was where you were
But the door’s locked
And I feel like I’ve been
Reaching for the key, but it’s lost

How long will it take
Baby admit that you lost me
How long will it take baby
Cause this is exhausting
You love me or hate me?
Tell me while I’m here
Cause you’re the only one
That never disappears
You say you know me best
So you know that I’m stressed
But you’re stuck in my head and on my chest
My pillow case is a mess
I pray to God and thank him
For all that I have, i am blessed
But I’ve been walking with the devil
Slowly growing possessed

You were my world, I can’t deny what is true
You and me were tighter than
Our money for tattoos
It started out as me being the
One in a bad mood
And I’m probably the one that
Started out with the accusations
And losing all my patience
You and I know we were never
Like this during summer vacation
October hit
We fell like autumn leaves and changed
There’s so much I had bottled up
I felt the need to say
I wasn’t the person that I wanted to be
Around that time
I reflected what you wanted in me
And when you moved
It was easier to become myself
But what I never knew was that
Was just a beacon for help
But you failed to see this wasn’t only me
I could forgive you to a certain degree
I know you wouldn’t agree
You’re only envious of what you assume
And now the only one you’re pushing
Me away from is you

How long will it take
Baby admit that you lost me
How long will it take baby
Cause this is exhausting
You love me or hate me?
Tell me while I’m here
Cause you’re the only one
That never disappears
You say you know me best
So you know that I’m stressed
But you’re stuck in my head and on my chest
My pillow case is a mess
I pray to God and thank him
For all that I have, i am blessed
But I’ve been walking with the devil
Slowly growing possessed

You guilt me with the memories
Writing letters to me
You try to make me jealous
Every chance that you get
The late drives at night
Staring into your eyes
No those aren’t the memories I want to forget
And now the sentiment
It keeps me off of my feet
The scent of cigarettes soaking
Into my car seat your last pack
I cleaned it out of here last week
I hate that I can smell it
When I picture my back seat
But you will never see
That we will never be again
And you’re the reason why
I take this medicine
I cannot blame this on the
Reason that my doc says underlying causes
You’re the one that’s making me nauseous
Maybe one day our paths will interconnect
But I refuse to be the
Pencil stuck rewinding cassettes
I must admit to myself that all
Our fun’s in the past
That the girl I love is
Never gonna be coming back

How long will it take
Baby admit that you lost me
How long will it take
Baby cause this is exhausting
You love me or hate me?
Tell me while I’m here
Cause you’re the only one
That never disappears
You say it’s for the best
So you can be my guest
You said you never left but I can feel
It in my head and my chest
I prayed to God to take you out of my life
And all I got was what I wanted
But it doesn’t feel right