Dead Silent - February 1st lyrics
[Dead Silent - February 1st lyrics]
I'm going MIA just hit my first 10k
I'm ‘bout to double that
Put in the work, I'm not above all that
I'm less afraid
And by the end I'm never gon’
Let em forget my face
May the lord have grace
Petty drama, that's a constant
Depression got me hitting walls
But giving me the content
Phony friends think I'm incompetent
They never say it to my face but
Try to sneak it in a comment
You never see your dreams through
If I'm a loser for trying
Then what does that make you?
For mad long I was stuck in place
Only capital I had was hitting
Shift for the uppercase
Sheer will is the recipe
That, and never sleeping like
I'm on some amphetamine
Been fighting doubts since way before 17
Recording on a 2 track DAT cassette machine
Yeah guess I'm moving up
Spent a long time down always screwing up
I've seen friends come and go
Don't know who to trust
Me and reality are losing touch
Funny how the tables turn
Always knew someday I would make it work
I've been with my day ones
Playing in the dirt underground now
Every day is February 1st
I got a feeling I'm about to blow
You ain't coming with me
Disappearing in a cloud of smoke
Hate to leave this on a sour note
But lately we been heading
On a downward slope yeah
Had a lot of doubts never let em win
Wrong people knocking at my door
Never let em in
Long time running, this my second wind
Serotonin in a deficit
Instrumental is my medicine shh
Silence all the haters with my growth
$10-20k, labels got me in the scope
Put a price tag on me
Homie you ain't even close
Give me time, it's a milli what I gross
Pretty dark now, but it's bout to be sunny
You can doubt but I just
Paid rent with Spotify money
Old friends hit me up acting buddy buddy
Hindsight really is 20 20
Yeah guess I'm moving up
Spent a long time down always screwing up
I've seen friends come and go
Don't know who to trust
Me and reality are losing touch
Funny how the tables turn
Always knew someday I would make it work
I've been with my day ones
Playing in the dirt underground now
Every day is February 1st
I'm ‘bout to double that
Put in the work, I'm not above all that
I'm less afraid
And by the end I'm never gon’
Let em forget my face
May the lord have grace
Petty drama, that's a constant
Depression got me hitting walls
But giving me the content
Phony friends think I'm incompetent
They never say it to my face but
Try to sneak it in a comment
You never see your dreams through
If I'm a loser for trying
Then what does that make you?
For mad long I was stuck in place
Only capital I had was hitting
Shift for the uppercase
Sheer will is the recipe
That, and never sleeping like
I'm on some amphetamine
Been fighting doubts since way before 17
Recording on a 2 track DAT cassette machine
Yeah guess I'm moving up
Spent a long time down always screwing up
I've seen friends come and go
Don't know who to trust
Me and reality are losing touch
Funny how the tables turn
Always knew someday I would make it work
I've been with my day ones
Playing in the dirt underground now
Every day is February 1st
I got a feeling I'm about to blow
You ain't coming with me
Disappearing in a cloud of smoke
Hate to leave this on a sour note
But lately we been heading
On a downward slope yeah
Had a lot of doubts never let em win
Wrong people knocking at my door
Never let em in
Long time running, this my second wind
Serotonin in a deficit
Instrumental is my medicine shh
Silence all the haters with my growth
$10-20k, labels got me in the scope
Put a price tag on me
Homie you ain't even close
Give me time, it's a milli what I gross
Pretty dark now, but it's bout to be sunny
You can doubt but I just
Paid rent with Spotify money
Old friends hit me up acting buddy buddy
Hindsight really is 20 20
Yeah guess I'm moving up
Spent a long time down always screwing up
I've seen friends come and go
Don't know who to trust
Me and reality are losing touch
Funny how the tables turn
Always knew someday I would make it work
I've been with my day ones
Playing in the dirt underground now
Every day is February 1st