Dead Silent - It’s Okay Kid lyrics

It’s okay kid
Ain’t nobody worrying about you
They said you’re gonna make it
But you’re the only one who’s
Gonna make it true

I'm out here feeling like a lost soul
In a sea of hot flows
Only looking to do something
More than rot slow
In a city that is not known
So it starts to feel impossible
Never a moment that is not dull
Flow sicker than a Midwest nostril
You want a CD? I got lots sold
Driving round in circles
Hitting every single pothole
Everybody's got a story to tell
Welp, I guess I was the plot hole
I just want a plot twist
But it feels like it got missed
Nah, I need to be honest
My first album flopped and I got pissed
Chapter One, yeah that was too conscious
Nah, I just wasn't big enough to drop it
Dope songs but did not profit
Back then my fan base did not exist
I had a lot to fix
New habit's that are hopping ship
Mind stops and drifts
Next album will be hard to miss
And I promise this car parked in this lot
And I sit here all night
Forgot the model but it's alright
New pad and it's all white
New year, new lines
Pen feeling like a small knife
Mind is still a prison, though I posted bail
New stories that I hope to tell
Minus a couple things that I won't detail
Nah screw it, imma ride it till my
Train of thought's broke
But it won't derail
The rap game's in a dry spell
Putting garbage on a high shelf
Your favorite rapper's got a white belt
Said you're cold but you came
With some ice melt
Wish I wasn’t kidding myself

It’s okay kid
Ain’t nobody worrying about you
They said you’re gonna make it
But you’re the only one who’s
Gonna make it true

And I feel like I swim in this sea of hate
Maybe I'll disappear
And it'll dissipate all the negative
Thoughts that I instigate
Friends sorry that I left you in disarray
No, let me reiterate
Wrote Chapter One but I skipped a page
Never did I indicate that I
Missed the initial weight
When I dropped the submission date
Cause I had so much left to say
Should've left it at the prison gate
But it's more like a circus
I should've charged you admission rates
Smooth way for me to mitigate
Guess I never knew how to communicate
Had friends, had a group of 8
Solid unit that you could never duplicate
But so delusional
Like toxins ready to be fumigated
Too fixated on rumors hanging cut em off
I thought I’d feel way more rejuvenated
Feeling juvenile
Sitting here in this useless basement
I know they're not
But my rhymes feel super basic
I just wanna play on newer stages
Feel like a bad doctor
Cause I’m losing patience
I know I'm in control of my life
But I've felt like a viewer lately
Never been a firm believer
But I've been hoping
That my karma is gonna soon repay me
Been in the same places you’ve been lately
Do I feel like a loser? Maybe
Who can blame me?
Winner or not, man who's debating?
But I gotta go my Uber's waiting