Dead Silent - Mars lyrics

Mask the ego
Had a spoonful, but the dose was lethal
I was feeling gassed, it was only diesel
Now I'm in a rut and gave up
I no longer feel close to people
Keep betting on my life
Playing slots at a broke casino
Learning life's a ride not an El Camino
Wanna lift my feet up
But I'm locked in a box
Feeling lost, but I'm not defeated
Balls in my court, didn't pass the bar
I'm Matt Damon still trapped on mars
You're too late, I'm not coming back
Can't hang this up
I've thrown it way too far
Like having Tom Brady as a quarterback
Silent assassin hyper-reactive
And he can rap man he's the full package
Don't nobody order that back in the casket
Ain't nobody stoked about
Our bad intеraction

It’s been a long ride here
It's a long flight homе
I just keep on asking where the time go
You've been at an all time low
And I wish I could tell you I’m home
I’m sorry I’m so disconnected
I’ve been off my phone
I’m so discontent with everyone I know
I know that I'm on my own
I know that I'm on my own, I'm on Mars
It’s been a long ride here
It's a long flight home
I just keep on asking where the time go
You’ve been at an all time low
And I wish I could send you a note
I’m so disconnected, I’ve been off my phone
Please leave a message when you hear the tone
I know that I'm on my own
I know that I'm on my own, I'm on Mars

Conceited for a minute
My demon was in the room i'm defeated
He's slowly depleting me of my youth
The true meaning of evil is
Creeping inside the booth
Yeah please take it easy and
Spoon feed me the truth
22, nothing to show for my battle scars
22, on training wheels with no handlebars
I never learn what my habit's are
I'm in the basement of
My parents watching Avatar
Shows packed with their backs turned
I'm actually shattered
I thought I had this rap thing mastered
Chalk it up to the lack of demand
I guess then it's back to the blackboard
Look, I know a thing or two
I believe in nothing that you
Say and everything you do
Going broke just to stay alive
I won't die if my youth is my state of mind

It’s been a long ride here
It's a long flight home
I just keep on asking where the time go
You've been at an all time low
And I wish I could tell you I’m home
I’m sorry I’m so disconnected
I’ve been off my phone
I’m so discontent with everyone I know
I know that I'm on my own
I know that I'm on my own, I'm on Mars

It’s been a long ride here
It's a long flight home
I just keep on asking where the time go
You’ve been at an all time low
And I wish I could send you a note
I’m so disconnected, I’ve been off my phone

Yeah, feeling kinda lost out here
Yeah, feeling kinda lost out here
Yeah, feeling kinda lost out here
Yeah, feeling kinda lost

It’s been a long ride here
It's a long flight home
I just keep on asking where the time go
You've been at an all time low
And I wish I could tell you I’m home
I’m sorry I’m so disconnected
I’ve been off my phone
I’m so discontent with everyone I know
I know that I'm on my own
I know that I'm on my own, I'm on Mars