Dead Silent - Moment Of Silence (Next World) lyrics

I need a moment of silence to hear the fire
No longer the one that you desire
So close your eyelids walk in my shoes
Those ain't designers
I bit my pride and lost my girl
And she just wanted violets

Just hoping I'm seeing her in the
Next world i'm probably too far in my head
I got an ex girl
And this one's too hard to forget
It’s making my head swirl
I guess she knew what to expect
I'm onto the next thing
I counted my blessings
Wanna be done with the lessons

Tell me we didn’t just make a mistake
All of our friends keep asking if
Rumors they’re hearing are fake
I don’t know what to tell em
Guess they’ll just have to wait
I’m heading back to bed I feel half awake
I’m sick of seeing you
In my snapchat memories
Reliving the moments back when we
Had half the chemistry back in serenity
Back when I was ignoring half of the
Facts these people were telling me
But seeing you with him has
Got me kinda jaded
I’m willing to bet you think you upgraded
Let's not debate it
Sick of telling people, it’s complicated
Small talk became an argument
Now I’m not your world, not even a continent
He’s a 6, you’re an honest 10
I will not pretend I’m not
Questioning my self confidence

I need a moment of silence to hear the fire
No longer the one that you desire
So close your eyelids walk in my shoes
Those ain't designers
I bit my pride and lost my girl
And she just wanted violets

Just hoping I'm seeing her in the
Next world i'm probably too far in my head
I got an ex girl
And this one's too hard to forget
It’s making my head swirl
I guess she knew what to expect
I'm onto the next thing
I counted my blessings
Wanna be done with the lessons

I did it for love i did it for good
I did it for you
But I got a heart that you wanna tug
I’m not in the mood
I got the drive but never the time
There's too much to lose
Too many voices pulling from every side
I can't decide but I gotta choose
Energy compromised
There's not much I can do when
Everything we want in life conflicts
With what we're doing
Let's leave this in ruins sike
Maybe think we're just losing sight
Have a mouth, I don't use it right
Just praying I don't become
Someone you despise said it's for the best
I’m ready for the mess and feeling worthless
I'm gonna bet
You lied in like half the texts
But I’ll believe you just cause it hurts less
I don't want confessions
I already get the message
What happened was in your best intentions
Let's skip the small talk
I got answers without the questions

I need a moment of silence to hear the fire
No longer the one that you desire
So close your eyelids walk in my shoes
Those ain't designers
I bit my pride and lost my girl
And she just wanted violets

Just hoping I'm seeing her in the
Next world i'm probably too far in my head
I got an ex girl
And this one's too hard to forget
It’s making my head swirl
I guess she knew what to expect
I'm onto the next thing
I counted my blessings
Wanna be done with the lessons