Deadfish, ​heylog - ​broken lyrics

I'm broken, I know that i'm trying to get up
I'm falling apart that should be enough

Showing my good side
Have to keep my composure
But always get angry
I'm tryna keep it closed

Tell me something, I'll ignore it
Always angry, I'm just broken

Take it out on people that I care about
Always sorry for all the stuff
That I have done

Someday I'll fade away, regrets
Still there six feet in the ground with me
Don't need you to pity me
I don't deserve anything oh, anything at all

On a borderline to kill all things I obtain
All I gave was kindness
You don't provide the same
I leave it all inside but
Man I'm bound to explode
I'm holding in my blood that just
Might come out my nose

I don't really see a point in this
I'ma cut you and your stupid friends
Before I hang up get the bye bye
No voicemail I got the right mind
I'ma bleed out if I don't cover up
My wounds hurt, they're all deep cuts
So I swear to God, you need to stay away
Behind my back I could feel your blade so

Stab me good and cut my face
And gouge out my eyes
Staring at a wall I've stared
At too many times
The way the shadow shapeshifted it's
Way in the light
Sinking to the floor 'cause it
Turns out I was right