Deepspace5 - If Tomorrow Starts Without Me lyrics

Yeah, when you get up today to
Find me not around your place
Crying, realizing the events of days passed
Years creeping by in the minutes of forever
Deep impressions depressing into your heart
Asking the why's and how's
Contemplating the start of your end
Remembering late nights with friends
Breath, grasping for the sides
Reaching for a plateau that spins not
I'm so sorry i will not have meant to go
But, I hope you know
That through all the sorrow and
Hurt that I'm better i know it sucks to hear
How I'll be all better
I try my hardest while I'm alive
To get the most done
It doesn't make any sense though when
Death takes you for a run
It's all to keep the memory of
Me locked deep into your arteries
Harder to leave
Just can't believe that through all the
Accomplishments and memories that none
Of it matters
The world keeps going, life keeps showing
How minute it is in the grand scheme of this
So when tomorrow comes and you have
To wake without me
Just make sure it's the life
In me that you miss

So this is goodbye
So this is how they say it

I backslapped my clock in the face
At the same moment
Pull seconds from the trash heap because
I got no time to waste chase the sunrise
Yell frantically as my tongue ties
Arguing that starting without me
Just might be unwise
Lungs try to take in oxygen
My jaw drops in astonishment
Heart breaks, time quakes like Kurt Vonnegut
Wisdom of Solomon drips from my
Split lip like collagen
Romancing the stone cold faces
Of death like Harlequin
Sew my stitch in time with
Silver threads and golden needles
Ignore the cold and evil and
Consider my life an opus
I focused on the process
Regardless of the outcome
Possessed the only copy of
Sintax's solo album
These are the same hands that I
Used to stroke your soul with
Grabbed the city by the throat but didn't
Have the strength to hold it
If I'm ancient by tomorrow
I'll just step to the other side
Leave this dance in the capable
Hands of Deepspace 5

So this is goodbye
So this is how they say it

16 pads for the drum, that's where I'm from
Wondering how I've become so accustomed
To the shoulder with a chip
The soul with a fat lip
My spirit's being smacked and
Character still attacked
The fact clearly remains they
Choose to not use because of mic sparks
Permanent marks and tattoos
They act fools with rules of no piercings
And clearly it's pierced my soul
The biggest hole is in my heart
I'm wishing that tomorrow would
Start without me
Maybe then they'd see this emcee
Plays more of a solution
To pollution to youth
But the truth is being masked
With don't tell or ask
About hurts and lies from shirts and ties
Because it heavily relies on
Me wearing disguise
It's just to reach the lost the
Cost is placing my arms crossed on my chest
Lay my body to rest and say goodbye

So this is goodbye
So this is how they say it