Demxntia, SuiSai - been this way ​ lyrics

I've been feeling anxious
When i close my eyes and i hate that it gets
Worse at night
I can't remember the last time
I got some rest i've been losing my temper
I'm trying my best
But now the seconds turn into minutes
And every minute feels like hours
Overthinking every moment of my past
Of my past

Has it always been this way for me?
'cause i can't let go of this feeling
Has it always been this way for me?
'cause i can't find another meaning
Has it always been this way for me?
'cause i can't let go of this feeling
Has it always been this way for me?
'cause i can't find another meaning

Scrolling pages all day just to refresh
A waterfall of lukewarm
If everything keeps moving fast and changing
Won't be able to stay afloat anymore
Easy to say things
It's only breath in the end
But following up, always proved a burden
The gravity's holdin the spirit's
Back to the floor
Its only matter of time now

Toll will take a weight tied to my ankles
They said it'd make you stonger
I only wanna say i gave it my all
Could'nt care about what happens after

Has it always been this way for me?
'cause i can't let go of this feeling
Has it always been this way for me?
'cause i can't find another meaning
Has it always been this way for me?
'cause i can't let go of this feeling
Has it always been this way for me?
'cause i can't find another meaning