Demxntia - ​whitespace lyrics

Sorry i disappeared, my
Sorrowful spirit and my
Awfully irritable personality
Makes shit harder when it's
Supposed to be easy
Makeshift heart in my chest
Can't process no feelings
So i'm best friends with my ceiling, just-

Waiting for something to happen
I wanna say it but no one's asking
So i guess i'm going back in
The whitespace, i'll probably just nap again

Try to navigate through my dreams
While i'm chased around by my demons
The knife is sinking in deeper
My life is steady repeating
Like can anyone hear me screaming?
I'm losing all my meaning
This staircasе never ends
It's lеading me back to right where i began
I do what i have to

Sacrifice my mind
I'm descending into madness
This wonderland's a nightmare
I'm starting to feel like alice
It's hard to stay hopeful
When this world is full of malice
Spreading through my brain like a virus
Tell you to be humble
When they only care about your status
Like you should just be happy
That you even made it happen
I was nothing in the past
So why am i something to yall now?
Fuck that, ima burn the world to ashes
Yall ain't ever cared about me AGHhh

Waiting for something to happen
I wanna say it but no one's asking
So i guess i'm going back in
The whitespace, i'll probably just nap again

Nah i'm just playing, yall ain't gotta panic
Don't be frantic, i'm just make it
When i crash you'll understand it