Demxntia - Yesterday ​ lyrics

I know I'm not the man you want me to be
I try my best why can't you see that
I'm doing more than you can imagine
In different ways that you can't understand

Because you see the world
In a different light when you wake up in the
Morning you ain't gotta fight
To convince yourself that it'll be alright
And when you're looking at the mirror and
You see the sight of your face
Is it something you hate
Or is it something you love?
I can't tell the difference
Cause all the above are the same to me
So I can't understand what you want from me
But

I tried my best to make you happy
I tried my best to make you proud
And all I wanted was an answer
But I feel lost when you're around
I tried my best to fake a smile
But it looks better on your face
And now I'm in a never-ending cycle
Feeling the same as yesterday

Yeah i'm feeling conflicted as always
And every night ends the same way
I always pretend to be okay
Stayin awake till the next day
And I don't know why
All of my feelings are hitting me
I try to deny, but they wanna reply
Cause it's all in my head so I
Guess I can't lie to myself, nah
Guess I can't lie to myself
This is the hardest I've fell
Guess I'm still under your spell
Cause this is the most that I've felt
I know you can't feel what I'm going through
So please don't pretend just to say you do
I don't know what I can say
Just to make you believe
That I'm trying as hard as i can

I tried my best to make you happy
I tried my best to make you proud
And all I wanted was an answer
But I feel lost when you're around
I tried my best to fake a smile
But it looks better on your face
And now I'm in a never-ending cycle
Feeling the same as yesterday

And i try my best to just be happy
I tried my best to make you proud
And all I wanted was acceptance
To be someone you'd like to keep around
And I tried my best to make you smile
Cuase it looks better on your face
Now I'm in a never-ending cycle
I'm feeling the same as yesterday