Demxntia - ​bloodshot freestyle ​ lyrics

Wow, demxntia

I just wanna know where my mind is at
It's somewhere in between being happy and sad
I wish that I could take away
The pain from my friends
But everybody knows that it never ends, man
I can barely help myself
Forget everyone else
Giving out advice I barely follow myself
I just wanna disappear fuck heaven or hell
Six o’clock in the morning eyes
Glued to my cell
Bloodshot red, got a pain in my head
I can never sleep, I'm making music instead
Lookin' in the mirror, think I’m halfway dead
Or almost there, I don't even think I care
But
Mom's gettin' worried at the habit's I have
I apologize for everything in the past
Doin' fuck shit every day
Skippin' all of my classes
But I'm glad it's workin’ out
Let me pay you back
Every time I drop a song
People ask if it’s sad
And everybody spam my shit, only for a collab
But I don't fuck with anybody ’less
You one of my brothers
And if I barely work with them
Then why the fuck should I bother with you?
And I'm gettin' tired of all of this bullshit
That comes with the things that I do
Fuck up my voice just to make a new
Song every day so this dream comes true
But honestly forget all that
I can buy the shit I want
Because I'll make it back
Replace the pain with Y-3’s
In the triple black
Call it first-degree murder when
I kill this track
Crescent moon on my wrist I'm
Alive in the night
If the reaper tryna take me
I'ma put up a fight
Everybody is sus', so I keep my circle tight
Don't pretend to be my friend and
Get the fuck out my sight, yuh