Demxntia - ​bloodshot freestyle, pt. II ​ lyrics

Bloodshot red, got this pain in my head
I can never sleep, I'm making music instead
Workin' every night, I think I'm halfway dead
Or almost there, I don't even think I care
But
Mom's gettin' worried at the habit's I have
I apologize for everything in the past
Doin' fuck shit every day
Skippin' all of my classes

Guess I never found out where
My minds been at
Still somewhere in between being
Happy and sad
We was broke in the past thought I need a bag
It's funny how I feelthe same as
I did way back then
I just wanna make sure that
All my pеople's good
If I could take on all they
Problеms then I promise I would
I know that I don't really talk to
Them as much as I should
But I hope they hit me up for time to time
I hope they ain't missunderstood like I

Don't give a fuck, cause I do
Need to find balance in my life
Yeah it's true
But it's just so many things I gotta
Do I can't keep up with myself
It's nothing left to prove
But I can't prove myself that I'm enough
Can't breath for just a second
Made 6 figures now I'm shooting for the 7th
All my family and friends is
Asking the same question
Like what's the point in working so
Hard if you still stressing?
Well honestly this shit gives me purpouse
To stay alive while I'm hurting and prove
That your life is worth it
As long as you stay determined
And for the haters who lurking I'm
Flexing cause I deserve it
Can't tell me shit casue I earnd it
You rappers clowns in a circuis tryna network
I ain't shakeing hands I only
Care about my networth
Cause money never left me when
I started doing better
If jealousy a disease I guess
They all under the weather
Friends come and go but I stay ten toes down
I could afford to lose em but
I can't afford to slow down
Steadily making moves but I'm still
Living in my hometown
Florida what I'm used to but I
Know that shit could go south
Seen it happend since a jit
But shit that's how it goes down
You'd fuck around and get robbed
Down the block from my old house
Walf home from different roads
You could never take an old route
It's better to mind your buisness
Never be a witness cause even if you wit it
You could end up missing
But I'm just reminiscing ain't had
No pot to piss it
How everything I got now used
To feel so distant
And I remember wishing for somebody to listen
To the tracks I made and what I had
To say even if it's just a second
Still feel the same as I
Did In the beginning, i
Hate to complain but in my brain
I still ain't really living
I'm working twice as hard
To prove my existence
Thought I'm exhausted I don't wanna admit it

Bloodshot red, got this pain in my head
I can never sleep, I'm making music instead
Workin' every night, I think I'm halfway dead
Or almost there, I don't even think I care
But
Mom's gettin' worried at the habit's I have
I apologize for everything in the past
Doin' fuck shit every day
Skippin' all of my classes

Guess I never found out where
My minds been at
Still somewhere in between being
Happy and sad
We was broke in the past thought I need a bag
It's funny how I feelthe same as
I did way back then
I just wanna make sure that
All my people's good
If I could take on all they
Problems then I promise I would
I know that I don't really talk to
Them as much as I should
But I hope they hit me up for time to time
Just to see If I'm good