Demxntia, 4evr - Ghost of my Decisions ​ lyrics

I always seem to end up in the same position
It feels like my actions
Go against my intentions
And i can't stand the fact that
I can't even remember
The reasons to the words
That i've said before
And i can't seem to hide
My pointless emotions
Its not like it'll change
As much as i want it to it cuts like a knife
Whenever we're talking
But it's torture whenever we're not

So i'm damned if i do
And i'm damned if i don't

Now the ghost of my decisions
They won't let me rest
And i am drowned by the feeling
Of nothing but regret
And i know that i deserved this
Never ending cycle
Of torture when i see you're eyes
And the ghost of my decisions
Will always be haunting me
At night when i'm alone
I can't even comprehend what was
Going through my head
When i said "i couldn't love you"
Now it's all that i wish i could do for you
For you

It cuts like a knife whenever we're talking
But it's torture whenever we're not

So i'm damned if i do
And i'm damned if i don't

Now the ghost of my decisions
They won't let me rest
And i am drowned by the feeling
Of nothing but regret
And i know that i deserved this
Never ending cycle
Of torture when i see you're eyes
And the ghost of my decisions
Will always be haunting me
At night when i'm alone
I can't even comprehend what was
Going through my head
When i said "i couldn't love you"
Now it's all that i wish i could do for you

For you for you
For you