Demxntia, supachefm - Holding On ​ lyrics

I couldn't believe it though it seems that
I became friends with my demons
What's going on? I just wanna get even
Got a bad hand with the cards I've been dealt
Only waking up when I'm kicking it in hell

Get the most of everything I had
Fell in love, maybe things aren't as bad
As it may seem, but I need a stop
Taking so fucking much, yeah

Holding on to everything in the past
Little more of what's going on
But I can never change, yeah
You know that I'm holding on
To everything in the past
I know that I need to stop
Pretending that I don't care
Anymore, anymore

No I need to stop go and pretending
Really flipping Everest we go and send it
Feel like I'm caught up again
Feel like my feelings on top of me
Make me fall in the end i feel like two-fold
Feel like two-tone
Feel that patty call my wrist
Cause it's been too long no, hey
What's it called for?
What are we here to all for?
Feelings that I been holding down

Holding on to everything in the past
Little more of what's going on
But I can never change, yeah
You know that I'm holding on
To everything in the past
I know that I need to stop
Pretending that I don't care
Anymore, anymore