Demxntia - I wonder if u feel the same way ​ lyrics

Lets take it back to the days
Where not a thing would matter
Not a care within the world
Wasn't really thinkin bout her
But my eyes are feelin heavy like
The weight thats on my chest
Cuz lately i been feelin empty but
U should know that best uh

Theres a void within my chest
But my mind full
Next time i wanna get attached
Ill be mindful
Instead of walkin on a tightrope w
A blindfold and expecting not to fall
Into this everlasting cycle

I swear this is deja vu
Bc ik i wrote at least a
Hundred songs just about u
Ik i prolly shouldn't want u
But u help me take my mind off
All the things that i been thru

Stuck reminiscin bout the times that we had
(thinkin bout the times that i made u laugh)
Stuck reminiscin bout the times
That we shared
(every time i close my eyes i see u there)

Every time i hear ur voice
It gives me butterflies
Always feeling anxious every time i
See ur name online
And i tell myself these lies
I hope that u don't hear
This song i wwrote about u and
I wish that u were
Lying wide awake i wonder why i feel this way
This empty void grows colder
Almost every single
Im lookin at these 4 white walls
Do i mean a thing to you at all?

Take away my ability to feel
Bc i rather numb my senses than
Feeling something that ain't real
Every night my heart is sinking
Or maybe im just overthinking im not so sure

Maybe im just wasting all my time
Bc every time we cease communication
I feel so confined
Every night i think of you
Wonder if you feel the same way that i do?

Every night i think of you
Wonder if you feel the same way that i do?