Demxntia, SuiSai - ​i’m not ok ​ lyrics

Too much on my plate I'm full of stress
I cannot operate, can I go a day
Without my chest holdin' all this weight
Stayin' up till late never rest
I cannot be saved accept my fate
Yeah I never mattered anyways

Take it all away from me
Everything I swore I wanted
I don’t seem to need anymore
Close the door on my way out
There's nothing more stained with grey now

I’ve been disconnected feelings all rejected
Rip me from this setting
I can’t seem to let it go
All the years I've wasted
Problems I’ve created
I’m not okay and I hate it
I’m not okay and I hate it

Slowly zoom out
Get a different point of view
Panorama look at all in front of you
Life's a landscape littered with regret
Paint a broad stroke on the canvas
Never wanna bring anyone down
Don't stoop to lowest levels
Where I’ve lingered sting of honesty
Knew things would never be the same
Time goes too fast quicksand to the wind

I’ve been disconnected feelings all rejected
Rip me from this setting
I can’t seem to let it go
All the years I've wasted
Problems I’ve created
I’m not okay and I hate it
I’m not okay and I hate it