Demxntia, Scum - Waiting for the rain ​ lyrics

I'm waiting for the rain to fall down
From the sky I wonder why I'm so
Anxious every time I hear your voice
Inside my mind I cannot find the source
Of why I feel the same way as before
Our eyes met there must be something more
To this empty life i've tried it all I can't
Seem to find a way to erase your face

And I'm fine without feeling anything
Or maybe i'm just sick of
Hurting everyone around me
I wanna hold you close but i
Know you ain't the one
As if i try to turn a blind eye
(i don't even know why)
I still don't wanna give up
Maybe you got me fallin in love
Every little thing that i'm thinkin of
Is takin up my time, idk wassup
With my head every night
I just lie and say I'm fine
Still ignoring all the signs that i'm given

(And so)

I'm waiting for the rain to fall down
From th'e sky I wonder why I'm so
Anxious every time I hear your voice
Inside my mind I cannot find the source
Of why I feel the same way as before
Our eyes met there must be something more
To this empty life i've tried it all I can't
Seem to find a way to erase your face

(I can't seem to find a way, no, Oh, Oh)

Ebony and ivory, maybe we are meant to be
I been killin all my time
Just because I can't believe
Wear my heart on my sleeve
If you promise you won't leave
I just lost my head
It's not where it's supposed to be
Baby I been hurt, always feel like
Dirt, I just wanna glow, yeah
I been feeling numb, I been feeling
Dumb, Lines in my nose, damn
I just wanna know if you
Would give me your time
I just wanna know if I'm wasting my time

(And so)

I'm waiting for the rain to fall down
From the sky I wonder why I'm so
Anxious every time I hear your voice
Inside my mind I cannot find the source
Of why I feel the same way as before
Our eyes met there must be something more
To this empty life i've tried it all I can't
Seem to find a way to erase your face