Sleepyboy Homeless, DEVIANT - DAY DREAMS, NIGHT TERRORS lyrics

You left me broken and bleeding
Ground covered with dust from the
Cracks in the ceiling
Can't sleep with the weight of it
All on my chest steady heaving
It's best if you just leave
Me here barely breathing

And I've been choking on the ashes again
Sold my soul to you now I've been condemned
To spend eternity burning and
Waiting and yearning
I fell broke my wings but
I guess I'm still learning
Where the fuck are all of my friends
Doin lines just to get high
Cause when I'm up man I feel fine
Though inside's like columbine
When I'm up it's like everything is alright
Like the rain feel my nose bleed
My stomach aches and my heart weeps
Can't feel my face but I'm lonely
Line em up on the plate like blow me

See a vision of your face lookin ghostly
It's just me starin in the mirror at my only
Thinkin back to the days when you'd know me
If I could only tell myself you were phoney
I probably would've answered back
That you own me
That you've swept me off my feet
Yeah you've thrown me
The way you're singing like a siren
In the middle of the
Night it had me captured you
Could win a fuckin tony

Close your eyes and sacrifice your pride
I don't like when we fight out of spite
Take the knife, take my life
I wonder if you'll even feel some regret
Well i'm guessing all that shit just depends
I think you killed all of my friends
Instead of mourning I just did drugs instead